Who's The Rockstar?

Tanned and Beautiful

2007-03-13T00:30:00.000+08:00

Just got back from a weekend-long trip from Puerto Galera. It was bitin, as usual..I just can't get enough of the sun, sand and surf! I had an awesome time as expected though I was a little bummed when Yoshie couldn't make it. But at least her mum's ok now.

Few pics from the trip but the rest can be found here.

I'm getting really good at this..hehe!

Cute sunset pic =)

Galera Sunset!

Rants...

2007-03-09T01:06:00.000+08:00

I'll blog when I get back. Its 1am and I just finished packing..for someone who was really excited, took me the last minute to pack my stuff. I hate the fact that Yoshie might not be able to go. Haay. I don't know what to say. How can one stay positive when things are just being so neggy. I hate it! Yeah, I'm ranting again. Who cares? No one does..

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

Who needs a date anyway?

2007-02-14T16:34:00.000+08:00

Valentine's day this year was not really as different as the previous ones. But with everything that happened today, I realized (too late) that you don't really need to depend on anyone else to make you happy.

I ended up ruining Valentine's day for people I truly care about. And I know all the apologies in the world will never make up for it but I am sorry. And for the ones that ruined mine, you're forgiven. It's almost 6 pm and I hope it's not too late for me.

After wallowing in self-pity, I finally made my self stop crying for having such a sucky Valentine's day and went straight to the bathroom to have a long cold shower. Yes, I hate hot showers. Even on cold days. I don't know why. So I got dressed, started to put make-up on. I started to get ready for my date....

...with myself.

Today, I was pretty. No, scratch that. I was beautiful. I wasn't getting all dolled up for anyone but myself. It felt surprisingly good. And for once, this Valentine's day, I wasn't disappointed at all.

Live.Laugh.Love.

Happy Day!

2007-02-03T21:02:00.000+08:00

Went to Galleria with Yoshie, Triza and Rj last night. I was kinda worried at first coz si Triza shy daw ke Yosh. Haha. Shy daw! Kelan pa? Anyway, here are the pics. Super fun! We should do it again! Now na? Haha! More pics in Yoshie's bloggy.

huling hirit!

2007-01-18T17:46:00.000+08:00

haha..cant resist! last na to!

also included in the list are jenna malone and regine velasquez..haha! yikes!

and this too..

Yes i am bored. Bite me.

6 lbs and counting...

2007-01-18T15:28:00.000+08:00

I know it's been a while. A lot has happened that made me almost quit blogging. No need to elaborate. I don't really want to dwell on it. These things..sometimes they're just not worth it, you know. You just have to learn to let go because that's the best thing to do.

So anyway..let's see. Everything is pretty much the same. The job we applied for at Voisworx didn't really work out like we hoped. Everything was all set, Yoshie and I were so excited. But it turned out the account was outbound and well..let's just say outbound, especially telemarketing, is just not our thing. I don't know if we can really wait for their inbound accounts to push through. Dad was kinda upset with me but I hope he'll understand. Good thing the other job we applied for is still open. I'm pretty excited about this one. It's chat support for a gaming company. I hope I get in. I'm kinda worried since I'm applying with Yoshie and her friends..lots of experience in customer service. I guess it's just the inferiority complex talking. Wish I could get rid of it.

Oh and I'm also looking forward to this thing with Ry. He asked me for help last December and I said I'd be glad to help. Then I thought he totally forgot about it or maybe he found some from the office to help him so I didn't bring it up anymore. Then just this week he said he thought I'd be starting with Voisworx soon so he asked his mom instead. But I guess since I still have some free time, I don't mind giving an extra hand. And two heads are always better than one. I don't know if I can really post here the details but he's thinking of "outsourcing" but it's really just to help him with his work. The extra income isn't bad. I hope it'll push through.

Yoshie and I have been up 'til who knows what time (I logged out before she did) getting addicted to this:

hahaha! jessica alba? jojo? oh well! =D I can definitely get used to that!

A lot on my mind..maybe it's because I'm bored to the death most of the time. I so need to pay my internet bills before they cut off my connection. Sucky sucky day. Abby's going through a lot of shit lately and I hope it gets better, sister. Kaya mo yan. Ikaw pa. Oh and happy birthday Neto! You're old!

That's it..I so need to eat..

PS I lost 6 lbs. Not bad huh? =)

You with the sad eyes...

2007-01-05T21:52:00.000+08:00

Have you seen the new Dove ad? It's about their new campaign. There's an issue of low self-esteem among young girls today..and its just sad how really young girls today can feel so low about themselves.

I was..and still is a victim of low self-esteem. I don't really know how it starts. Well, of course there's insecurity but that's still not the root is it. Oh well. I'm glad dove came up with this campaign. It will really help a lot of young girls out there. If only I was a little younger..haha! I'm serious!

And I just love the song..especially with the little girl singing it for the ad. it's perfect.

You with the sad eyes
don't be discouraged
oh I realize
it's hard to take courage
in a world full of people
you can lose sight of it all
and the darkness inside you
can make you fell so small

But I see your true colors
shining through
I see your true colors
and that's why I love you
so don't be afraid to let them show
your true colors
true colors are beautiful
like a rainbow

Show me a smile then
don't be unhappy, can't remember
when I last saw you laughing
if this world makes you crazy
and you've taken all you can bear
you call me up
because you know I'll be there

Pringles for New Year

2007-01-01T23:01:00.000+08:00

So it's New Year's day..it wasn't really what I was hoping for but it was okay. The food was great by the way. So last night, I was ranting on and on about non-sense stuff. Anything I could think of, I blogged. But I ended up feeling bad 'coz si Ry mah sweety ay nagtampo dahil "honorable mention" lang daw sha sa post ko last night..I'm sorry love, it wasn't my intention to make you feel left out.

So I felt bad already..I wasn't really expecting that kind of reaction from him when I asked him to read my last post for the year. I just hope na hindi totoo yung sabi nila na what you do on New Year's day, eh gagawin mo the entire year. I don't have plans on crying the whole year. *sigh*

So here it goes...

To Ry, my love, my best friend and my worst enemy..haha! well its true! you know how much you mean to me..if i don't say it or show it much lately..i am sorry sweety. Sometimes, when you say i'm the best girlfriend in the whoooole world, i feel guilty coz i know i haven't been.

The past year hasn't been easy for us, i know. Being apart is still the biggest obstacle we have to face until God knows when. But hey, we're still here right? :) That must mean something..I'm not saying coz it's destiny or fate or anything like that. If there's one thing I've learned, you dont trust everything to fate. Sometimes, you have to make your own move too. And that's what we've been doing. Together. Making this whole thing work because we both know that one day, it will all be worth it.

I wish you could've seen my face when you showed me Alex's blog. I almost fell off my chair. Haha..I know wala ka chaga sa mga ganyan so it really means a lot to me na you took your time to make one..I know it's not easy to make it and hide it from me for that long. I know you! Ohkay..so I don't know you as much as you know me. But hey, we have our whole lives ahead of us. What's the rush right? Haha..I'm still having fun :) I hope you are too..

Oh and I almost forgot to say THANK YOU..for EVERYTHING. I wouldn't even be writing this post if it weren't for you.

I love you. Happy New Year love...

teka..asan pringles dun? haha..you know what I mean... :)

Goobye 2006...Hello 2007! =)

2006-12-31T20:30:00.000+08:00

It's less than four hours before the clock strikes midnight. By then, we have to say goodbye to a good year and hello to a better one (hopefully!). I can't let this year go by without saying that this has been one of the great years of my life. Ok..so it was just for a couple of months but hey! AskMeNow is still, by far, the best job I have ever had. And we must not forget..I've met my bestest friends here too.. :)

Yoshie dear..talagang pinag chagaan naten hintayin ang amn together..haha! from the start, it was you and me. kakatuwa how it all started and I just want you to know na kahit minumura naten ang amn, im still thankful kase if it werent for amn, i wouldn't have my best friend right now :) shet ang drama ko leche ka. haha! mwah!

Shempre di lang ke yosh diba. Rye ang aming minamahal na ATL (na MR na ngayon..hehe!), Rj our bunsoy, Hanna Banana, Jun Jun, Joh-Zel, Manong Istyan, Jeff Lucban Boy, Gracie, Berdini. Miss you all soooo much! Get together naman jan! Grilled chicken breast fillet ulit kela yosh at wag ng paglutuin c hanna ok? Nauubos eh. Hahaha! Basta basta..i love you guys!

Basta magpapakabait na ko. Promise. Mabait naman ako ah..hmm..I can feel it na. The new me, ayan na eh. Haha. Haay nako here we go again :)

Basta sa inyong lahat..thank you not only for the good times but for the bad times as well. Live life without regrets. Life is too short to live by the rules :) and from tito petes, thanks for this ha..sabi nya kase NEVER REGRET ANYTHING THAT MADE YOU SMILE...aww..naiyak ako. haha!

Mommy chaka Daddy I miss you! I don't get to say it much but I love you! Abby and Boom shempre kayo din no. haha! Sawa na nga ako ke Angelo eh. joke! haha! Thank you ke Lola love nya ko kahit matigas ulo ko at lakwatsera ako. Prinoproblema nya pag d ako kumakain. Mamamatay na daw ako. Wag naman muna. Bunny wherever you are right now, i miss you terribly baby. I'm sure kung dito ka sobra happy kayo ni Oreo. Sad na sha kase wala na si Alpo.

Ry..hmm..thank you for coming home to be with me on my birthday. I love you and usap nalang tyo sa skype ha? hahaha! mwah..thank you to Mazen and Tito Petes and Jhana for treating me like family :) I will always be thankful.

Basta..puro basta nalang ako para akong mamatay na mamaya ha. bibitayin na ba ko?..basta to all of you..you know who you are..THANK YOU.

Sad Endings..

2006-12-28T23:21:00.000+08:00

Can i say, finally!!? Thanks to Jhana, was finally able to upload the skin that i wanted.. :) Sana wala na mag reklamo diba..hmph!

Enough about that. My Lolo George died today. I still can't believe it. The last time he and Lola Aurora came to visit, sobra lakas pa nya. But I knew he was sick already back then. He had Prostate cancer kase. It's just sad he had to leave us when everyone's supposedly be celebrating and happy.

Wherever you are Lolo, we love you and we'll be missing you..

ZzZzZz....

2006-12-14T00:03:00.000+08:00

sleepy..took me two hours to make this blog..didn't think it was that complicated. hope i dont lose this one.