Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Valentine's day this year was not really as different as the previous ones. But with everything that happened today, I realized (too late) that you don't really need to depend on anyone else to make you happy.
I ended up ruining Valentine's day for people I truly care about. And I know all the apologies in the world will never make up for it but I am sorry. And for the ones that ruined mine, you're forgiven. It's almost 6 pm and I hope it's not too late for me.
After wallowing in self-pity, I finally made my self stop crying for having such a sucky Valentine's day and went straight to the bathroom to have a long cold shower. Yes, I hate hot showers. Even on cold days. I don't know why. So I got dressed, started to put make-up on. I started to get ready for my date....
...with myself.
Today, I was pretty. No, scratch that. I was beautiful. I wasn't getting all dolled up for anyone but myself. It felt surprisingly good. And for once, this Valentine's day, I wasn't disappointed at all.
Live.Laugh.Love.
